What do I have

It seems that I am going through a bout of depression, much like a few of my friends. The highs and lows make life challenging. My challenge is letting time heal me. Time is my enemy and my friend. The two sides of the coin that gives me hope and pulls me through hell. When the thoughts of death and fear feed my soul, I sleep and cry and wait for them to pass. I wait....I wait....I wait.

While I wait......I think and dream.....the dreams often scare me and the thoughts....are better left unspoken.

I am trying to find some peace.......

Two children, wise and foolish...sweet and tart.....hope for the future
A reason to live on.....a reason to wait for the next chapter in their lives...